告诉自己不能现在倒下。。。。。
this semester is the most most COMPACT sem among all the 6 sems... every week we have things to do, no, every day we have deadline to met. The campaign, the publication, orphanage home tasks, assignments, atcl, practicuum, etc.... some of my friends already start to fall sick... but im still here, hhahaaha kinda kagum at myself (ss abit lolx...)
got things to do is good, can let me forget things that hurts me...
routine day, 6.50am wake up, 8am class until 4pm, after that going orphanage house until 8.30pm, come back have dinner, 10sth pm sleep.... i realise, no matter how much sleep i have, even 8 or 9hrs per day, i still feel tired in daytime. i sleeps a lot, in lecture hall and even tutorial class... im damn damn tired.... everyday after class, rush back need rush assignments or any required tasks... tired... tired..... tired......
sometimes feel dizzy, sometimes feel sick bt din really sick.... i just hope there are some time for me to really get a proper rest, or the whole day rest without really need to rush for deadline, than i will feel better....
8wks in this sem, in 4wks time im gonna graduate from tarc... so fast... i start to like this place, i start to hope that i can stay... but i cant... reality still the reality, like still like, reality has always overcome like.... i need to make decision that will gurantee my future, i have to let go sth no matter how..
tired..................................
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