Exam period - 19-25th apr 2012
This semester, i took 3 subjects:
a. Psychology of Eating ( which i never miss one lecture, although its 8am class)
b. Abnormal Psychology ( which im very interested of)
c. Gender & Health ( where the lecturer is in my xxx list now)
This semester, i went back
TARC and able to study in the study room. Im an ex-student there, the way i went in is like a thief. Haha but its ok, one month later after i obtain my alumni card, i will be able to use the facilities there, especially the library!! One interesting issue when me and my HELP friend discovered a HELP Law student girl also doing her revision in the study room!! So coincidence right?
One day before the
Abnormal paper, due to extreme stress, plus a Sarawak friend are visiting us in KL, we went for
dinner and movie in Wangsa Walk.
My last paper is one 8am
25/05/2012, Psychology of Eating, which is an open book paper. Immediately after the paper end, i went to
KLCC and bought my favourite
Auntie Annie bread. On the way back, this is my first time where i sat the wrong train, to the wrong direction. Suppose to go back Wangsa lrt, but when i open my eyes, i was in
Pasar Seni!! My plan of going back condo and bath and pack things failed, at the end waiting for my friend in Wangsa lrt station, we are going to
Genting!! yay!! The plan is a sudden plan also, where i called two of my friend the night before the paper, because im so desperately to go out and enjoy the fresh air after the exams~~
We drove to Genting, due to exhaustion and sleep depletion several nights before, i slept in the car. Genting is not that cold, but still windy and colder than KL. Bought out park ticket, have our dinner in
Marybrown, and drove back at the night. Our friend drove with extreme speed, which i tried to control myself from shouting everytime he made a sharp turn. Slept soundly on that night.
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27/04/2012 - Avengers
Wow this is a very great movie, like it like it!!
Feeling after exam: Although it has ended, however, the stress and the "tight" feelings are still there. I know it's really hard for me to get good results in this third year, and i will work harder this time!! I never have this kind of feel where, everytime i walk out from the hall, i have no confidence in passing the paper. Especially for the Gender and Health paper, the damn marks i got, i think i gonna repeat the paper in the next semester.
428 Bersih 3.0
Yay!! This is the day i have been waiting for. A day before, i went to Dataran Merdeka with my brother to "selidik" the surrounding. I thought it's only a simple walking but, ended up listening to some lawyers about human rights in Malaysia. It reminds me of those gathering during the 40 and 50's, where people sat down on the floor, listening to the leader's talk about politics and all that^^
On that day itself, i woke up early and prepared everything that we might need - towel, 2 bottles of water, salt, clean clothes to change and earplug. Was waiting for a friend to wake up, and all of us almost leave together from different places. Me and Faizi from Wangsa lrt, Yeewei from KLCC, Rayson and his friend Leong from Ampang, brother and his colleague Xian from Bukit Jalil. We said we will be meeting in McDonald in Masjid Jamek, but it took me half and hour to gather all of us due to the extreme large crowd.
Actually we are taking risk because we don't know whether KLCC and Masjid Jamek lrt will be closed or not. And thank God, it still open. Once i get down from lrt, i cant describe the moment when i saw the crowd.. Its not a normal crowd, its thousands and hundred thousands of human with yellow and red shirts on, singing our national songs, shouting slogans and phrases.
Its a "duduk-bantah" protest, but due to the overcrowded, we have no place to sit. Malay, Chinese, Indian and other races and Westerners also, together we gathered as one unity, to fight for our rights. There are no races difference, we talk to each other even though we don't know each other. I witness baby and young children lost during the run, and there are people that shout " anak hilang" everywhere and not long after that, the parents came and get back their children. This is one thing, why bring small kids to this kind of gathering. It is so dangerous especially when the tear gas are shot.
When the police shot the tear gas, luckily we are standing behind, but the effect is enough for me to cry already haha. The crowd infront they are just running without direction, everyone is running, i was so terrified standing there. While running, i have to get the towel where i find it useless without water on it (wet towel). Luckily my brother and my friends are there, to assist us to reach the safe place. But i learn something, the more you run, the more you inhale, and the more you will feel the pain in your eyes, nose, and throat. Quickly i rinse my face with water, and have some salt from some kind people there. This is it, although people dont know each other, they provide help such as giving water and salt after the tear gas to unknown people.
In between, police launched more and more tear gas. Faizi was separated with us, for like one hour plus. I call several times and we went to one place and waited for him but due to the damn tear shot on that place, we cant find him. After that, i cant reach his phone, and we are worried that he has been under arrested by the force. We remembered that initially, we used to mention, if we are separated, we can wait for each other in Mcdonald. Good to find him there after that, when he said his phone was snatched by the police i got shock.
He was taking a video of police hitting a guy, the police ask him to delete all the pictures, when he was deleting the pictures and video the police just took his phone away. This is a NO NO because as according to law, police have no rights to take your phone or cameras because this is our belongings. But what to do, its hard to get it back now.
Having our dinner in KFC near Pudu, Brother, Xian, Me, Yeewei and Faizi. Enjoy the meal so much because i was so hungry after all the walking for the whole day. On our way back, i met Aunty Ooi, mum's friends and also our old neighbour in Batu Belah. Its been years since i saw them, 10 years i think. Glad that she still remember me. When i reach home, its already 8 something. Tired, and sleept early that day.
In this few days time, facebook and youtube have shown lots and lots of videos of the day, especially how cruel the police force treat the citizen. As a democracy country, as a civilized country, how on earth you police do this to the people? Even if one is being arrested, there are ways to arrest him, not by kicking and hitting ! And its been done by a gang of police towards one citizen. Secondly, why the reporters are being hit? I saw the newspaper that the police claimed that they not sure he is a reporter and by taking away the phones or cameras its for their own safety. Do you think its a valid and rational reasons to provide? Even the reporter show the pass to the police, they still hit him. This is unacceptable. Reporters risk their life, go to dangerous places, in a war in Iraq too, to bring out the latest happenings in that particular areas. Thirdly, why the police wanna snatch people's phones and cameras? Why? And i know you know the reasons.
Their acts, have created awareness not only in our society, but also in oversea as well. The news are well published in Japan and BBC news and other countries. IS THIS A CORRECT MOVE ON THE WAY WE ARE BEING TREATED?? The capability and profession of the force are being doubted.
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this is just a part of it.....
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the overturn police car
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I was so shocked when i saw a police car just crash the crowd without brake. That time i saw something fly over. But after viewing the videos, the police that drove, before hitting the crowd, his windows have been smashed, perhaps he cannot see the front view and crash, and i do hope this is the reason.
1/05/2012
Woke up 5.20am in the morning. Its labour's day today, ride a KTM and met brother in Kelana Jaya station. Went to Damansara and fetch 3 little kids, and here we go, Zoo Negara!! Few days before when a friend said wanna go, i said zoo is for small children, and smelly somore... I also doubt myself why i will go haha, perhaps little kids will cheer me up ^^ Because they reminds me of the freedom to talk without limits? Because i can feel free without negative thoughts when i was with them? I guess it is.
Sighz~ So damn regret for forgetting to bring my cap, ended up walking under the sun for hours. After the Bersih and the zoo, my skin tone is so pathetic. But i gain a lot in this and not that regretting by the way haha ^^. Having our Pizza lunch in Melawati, 3 regular pizza for 2 adults and 3 children, break my record!! ^^ On the way back, we went to One Utama. Finally i got my Q Bean icecream!! My favourite icecream!!! Craving it for quite some time, too bad it didnt have franchise in the malls near my place, if not i sure go for it every week haha.
It is made up of soya bean, very thick, thank to brother for introducing !! ^^
So tired and sleep a while in my mum youngest's sister's house. Having dinner in her house also. Around 8pm, we leave and brother fetch me back to Puchong. Decided to stay a night in my dad's youngest sister's house, and have a good talk with my aunt that day. Which reminds me that the issues that i think is serious that bother me so much, if compared to others, its only a tiny minnie issues. I really feel grateful that she trust me and told me all those things.
The next day, aunt fetch me and waited the bus with me. She is a great mother, where in her whole life she spent all the effort of taking care of her family. I can feel the love that she provided to her children, haha even my own mum also i doubt that. Its not easy to handle all the downs, but with her cheerful personality, she still manage to go through that.. Jiayou my dear aunt!!!
Sis will be going taiwan this weekend, hope she has a nice and safe trip!!!
And for myself, i feel so free in my soul during my days in Klang, so peace.... Without all the issues, peace everyday here....
Was planning to throw some trips for myself, with other friends and family that i seldom spent time with. ^^
