Is it because of exam period and assignments deadline,
I have changed......
DOnt like to mix with my friends, rather to eat in condo rather than everyday-meet-up-dinner
Easily being provoked, anger.....
Easily to feel down, crying.....
Or is it because i cant accept the truth???
I have become so fragile...
Last semester results have really impact me alot,
Its just a nearly escape....
Everytime doing things that will relate to the marks,
I give myself so much pressure,
WOrse, sometimes, Procrastination
A deep urge to finish the things early and perfectly...
But things always not as what i have wished....
Relationship problems with friends, here and there,
Give me alot of pressure....
Let me wondering am i really a normal person???
I hope i can settle it, yah some i manage to settle it which im quite happy with it,
SOme is like never ending which im so tired already...
I cannot accept why you have opinions on ur friends but
You cant just say it out,
You trust that person, only you tell him/her,
If it really can save a problem.......
Or is it because im too crazy for this few weeks that
You are actually patiently accept all my maladaptive behaviors also???
Having massive stress this few weeks,
I think it will only ended if the semester is end......
**Looking at the sky from the balcony,
Reddish white.... so nice ^^
Telling myself to be patience, rational ^^
