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Tiring First Week!!!

Well, school has started - last semester in TARC..

what is feel is, the first week we guys are bombered with loads of tasks to be done!!

first, rubine's anti-dadah campaign,

which in designing posters and writing a report about drugs...

it's ok actually, the problem is the deadline, we have limited time to complete it.

secondly, a mini research project,

until now still cant think of what topic to choose,

quite difficult... stress.... the deadline too is too rush...

thirdly, i start my practical in an orphanage home this week!!!

tue and wed 4hrs per day..

school is from 8-4pm and we are rushing there from4.30-8.30pm,

when reaching home is around 9pm already...

those two days i can straight fall asleep at 10pm!!

very tiring, really tiring....

dead corpse on the next day.....

our supervisor is quite a strict man, 4 to 5 of us facing 20++ children,

quarter of them are not schooling, all are Indian children.

the first day was terribly bad,

communication problem, discipline problem (some are not satisfied with our visits there)

but the second day we start to relax a bit..

we are facing the same kids we attend to on the first day...

all of us have the same thoughts - WE ARE COMMITED IN THIS JOB OREADI!!!

even when sleeping, me shasha and rupini are thinking of what can we help them

homeworks, how to create task that suit their level, the children etc...

i was facing 4 kids which are not attending school, so the amount of kids i faced is lesser than the rest

my feelings are complicated, pity, sympathy, empathy, angry, frustrated, dissapointed etc...

some are quite weak in english and BM,

so me and some of the chinese students start to learn basic Tamil,

enable us to communicate with them...

what i got through this is,

we are very fortunate to have chance to continue our education,

imagine suppost to-be-in-f3 level teen, is reading a stand3 textbook...

16years old cant pronounce APPLE...

althought it's tiring, but i am happy and satisfied with this job,

we cant really help them in this 7 weeks time,

but we will do whatever we can to assist them, at least some basic ABC or simple english..

i will try my best in this!!

i promise!!